Friday, September 2, 2011

Hahahaha



Sometimes the best the only solution you have is the worse solution. When you lie to yourself and everyone you talk to about how happy you are about everything is going on in your life, you start to believe your lies, and you enjoy everything around you, which is awesome, positive thinking is the best thing to do. But everyone now and then you remember the truth, you remember you are not living into that fantasy world you are building around yourself, and nothing is going on the way you want it go, you start to see things the way they are, when that happen, your world start to fade to black, everything gets dark, you just start falling into the same old hall that you struggled for months to escape from. When you hit the rock bottom of that hall, you try to do everything to get out, you just don't wanna stay in that dark place anymore, you start lying to yourself all over again, hoping that you are going to believe in your lies again, but SURPRISE!! Your lies are not working anymore! You spend your days working, try not to take a day off, so you would forget about that dark pit, but you find yourself surrounding more and more in dark, all you see is dark walls, all you hear is everything you want to forget. You remain like this for few couple of days, then out of no where, you start to see a light, not only one light, 2 lights, first one is bottled light, the second one is smoky foggy light. So as a human, you are greedy, so you decide to go out of the whole toward the 2 lights in the same time, you get bottled light drink it while inhaling all of the smoky light, after a while everything start to get brighter, everyone start getting more friendly, you enjoy your new feeling, so you take over them, you start to forget everything, even who you are, and where you are. You wake up after few hours and everything when back the way it used to be, no dark halls, you start believing your lies again, you start thinking being positive is the best thing ever. You enjoy your new fantasy life for couple of weeks, but as always in a short while you gonna fall in another dark hall, and you struggle so hard to escape it.


There's a shadow just behind me,
shrouding every step I take,
making every promise empty,
pointing every finger at me.
Waiting like a stalking butler
who upon the finger rests.
Murder now the pattern must we,
just because the son has come?

Jesus, won't you fucking whistle
something but the past and done? 
Jesus, wont you fucking whistle 
something but the past endured?

Why can't we not be sober?
I Just want to start this over.
And why can't we drink forever?
I just want to start this over.

I am just a worthless liar.
I am just an imbecile.
I will only complicate you.
Trust in me and fall as well.
I will find a center in you.
I will chew it up and leave,
I will work to elevate you
just enough to bring you down

Mother Mary won't you whisper 
something but the past is done.
Mother Mary won't you whisper
something but the past is done.

Why can't we not be sober?
I Just want to start this over.
Ah, why can't we sleep forever?
I just want to start this over.

I am just a worthless liar.
I am just an imbecile.
I will only complicate you.
Trust in me and fall as well.
I will find a center in you.
I will chew it up and leave,
Trust me, trust me, trust me, 
trust me, and trust me

Why can't we not be sober?
Just want to start this over.
Why can't we sleep forever?
Just want to start this over.

I want what I want, I want what 
I want, I want what I want, I want 
what I want

Thursday, August 25, 2011

Adele - Someone Like You




I heard, that your settled down.
That you, found a girl and your married now.
I heard that your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things, I didn't give to you.

Old friend, why are you so shy?
It ain't like you to hold back or hide from the lie.

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited.
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I'd hoped you'd see my face & that you'd be reminded,
That for me, it isn't over.

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you.
I wish nothing but the best, for you too.
Don't forget me, I beg, I remember you said:-
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead"
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead, yeah.

You'd know, how the time flies.
Only yesterday, was the time of our lives.
We were born and raised in a summery haze.
Bound by the surprise of our glory days.


I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited,
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I'd hoped you'd see my face & that you'd be reminded,
That for me, it isn't over yet.

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you.
I wish nothing but the best for you too.
Don't forget me, I beg, I remember you said:-
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead", yay.

Nothing compares, no worries or cares.
Regret's and mistakes they're memories made.
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you.
I wish nothing but the best for you too.
Don't forget me, I beg, I remembered you said:-
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead"

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you.
I wish nothing but the best for you too.
Don't forget me, I beg, I remembered you said:-
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead"
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead, yay yeh yeah

Monday, August 22, 2011

Life is short, live it. Love is rare, grab it. Anger is bad, dump it. Fear is awful, face it. Memories are sweet. Cherish them...

Songs From The Past

Broken

White Flag


Poison

Boulevard Of Broken Dreams

Its Not Over

The Best Of You

Lips Of An Angel

To The End

It's Been A While

Seattle Hempfest 2011


Today was the last day, and I totally missed it :-(

Bashar Al Assad (Car accident)


Game Over


Saddam Hussein 
In Office
 1979 - 2003

Bin Ali
In Office
1987 - 2011

Hosni Mubarak
In Office
1981 - 2011

Gaddafi
In Office
1969 - 2011

Saleh
In Office
1990 - Coming Soon


Khalifa
In Office
1999 - Coming Soon

Al-Asad
In Office
2000 - Game Still on ;-)




Sunday, August 21, 2011

Sometimes I feel like I need a break, working too much is bad, but it keeps my head off my problems, and focus more on having fun after work, after all life is too short to waste it thinking about problems, or what you had, and what you lost. Living my day as if it were my last is all I want, and all I'm going to do.

Blind Date

Blind date, had my first one because of my friend, I had fun, I believe the girl had fun too, we decided to meet again, but I'm not going to do it. Why? Because the girl is not my type, and I'm so not into having a relationship right now because I don't I have enough problems without a girl in my life. Having one now

Friday, August 19, 2011

Today I'm officially broke :-(. The funny thing is, the more I get money the more I'm